Chapter 2

It is Spring and the wind is whipping around the city of Jerusalem so that I feel like I am about to run away.           THIS DAY , I GO TO SEE MY FAMILY where they are cleaning for PASSOVER. i REMEM BER MY MOTHER DID -SPRING CLEANING AND EVEN CLEANED THE WALLPAPER IN THE DINING ROOM.  The house was completely upset for the month before the holiday.  I tried to stay out of her way.  I just did my room, either upstairs or behind the dining room. I always had so much stuff.  When we had guests some of them ate in my room, I found cookies and cups under my bed.  Then for the BIG NIGHTS          The Kesslers had 4  complete Saders on the first ,second, and the last two nights, Ida and I usually fell asleep
It was difficult to understand our family.

GRANDCHILDREN'S HANDS

Chapter 1

I feel so alone,.  As if I'm not wanted anywhere. All I have is the past. Its boring here. No car, No happy trips up the highway in Los Angeles to Zuma beach or San Diego.

I'd like to be able to travel here but one has to take the bus to get anywhere.  You must plan your day to the schedule of Egged. In order to paint, I need time and energy to take my things and go outside where something is in Nature. Not buildings, Everyone here does buildings, how boring. I need water, trees, grass, flowers, always flowers.